Lots of people may think it’s a little embarrass to expose oneself personal emotion in public.
Almost everyday, I have to “try to understand something”. Something I would like refuse to think about. Something hare to turn down.

Do you remember the days people yowling at each other？I don’t call it a quarrel, I just name it the ‘fierce communication’.
whimper or weep
After a long long silence, you may miss that.